“And if thy right eye offend thee, pluck it out, and cast it from thee: for it is profitable for thee that one of thy members should perish, and not that thy whole body should be cast into hell. And if thy right hand offend thee, cut it off, and cast it from thee: for it is profitable for thee that one of thy members should perish, and not that thy whole body should be cast into hell.” (Matthew 5:29-30, KJV)
“Wherefore, if meat make my brother to offend, I will eat no flesh while the world standeth, lest I make my brother to offend.” (1 Corinthians 8:13, KJV)
I acted foolishly. You know, I've talked about fleeing fornication (I Corinthians 6:18), yet I haven't seemed to grasp the notion that it means going in the OPPOSITE direction, since that's what fleeing literally means.
By that wisdom, to use ANY NSFW material, no matter how "legitimate" it is, in a DIY session (I have no wife, otherwise I'd run towards her like lightning to a lightning rod, I Corinthians 7:5 comes to mind in this simile), is most likely not fleeing, it's dipping your toes in it! It's like having your cake and eating it too, it just doesn't work. Fleeing means FLEEING.
The same goes for idolatry (I Corinthians 10:14) and false teachers (John 10:5).
I repent and hope to succeed in the fleeing.